to remember..

Life is not fair. Life stinks. This world is so effed up. Or maybe just mine is. Maybe i am just being weird and OTT but seriously. I am so lost.

I thought i did, then i thought i didnt, then i thought i did, and so on. Recently, i've rekindled my likings for something.. if i can call it that. and i really dont know what to do.



Love is stupid. yeah yeah, there are the ups of love and can i just say, they feeeel so good, but what about when it's all over, or when it's forgotten about. Then what. Toy with my emotions why dont you. I want to tell you(s) so bad, but I cant. You've both been there for me, and, yeah. I dont know. So much for, "obey that impulse" eh? Sometimes, that impulse doesnt want to be obeyed. Or maybe that's just my head stepping in.