You hooligans are a disgrace to society. Your parents go to work and trust that you turn up to school everyday. Instead, you're roaming around, loitering. It's quite ridiculous actually. Your parents pay thousands upon thousands for you to go to a top notch private school. You repay them by talking like an uneducated bogan. In a single sentence, I could have sworn that every second word I heard was f**k, or a rendition of that word anyways. Some kids just treat their parents like shit and is annoys me, even though I'm not the best daughter.

Why aren't girls looking up to the conservative and smart girls. Why aren't they striving to be like Audrey Hepburn, Hermione, but instead getting wasted, partying and taking slutty photos like Paris Hilton and Lindsay Lohan? Mind you, Lindsay did have some acting talent before she turned into a conceited drug addict, as opposed to Paris, who is famous for no fucking reason. Why are they choosing to put on the stupid act? Why are they ashamed of their smartness? Why are they putting on this squeaky and stupid voice around boys? What's with the ditz? Is it really that cute? It's really stupid and pretentious if you ask me. But then again, who did ask me? Eugh whatever.

Geeky guys are the coolest. The dorky ones that crack smart, but funny jokes that relate to maths, science or star wars. The ones that can solve rubix cubes. The ones that are patient enough to help you when you need it and aren't snobby about their smartness.

I don't want to not know you.

I wish that when life got tough for me that i could wave my wand, and the Knight Bus would show up at my doorstep and whisk me away to Diagon Alley, where i would shop for school supplies with my fellow witches and wizards. I wish i could just pack all my things in my big fat trunk and be off to Platform 9 3/4 and get on the Hogwarts Express and know i wouldn't have to breathe the non-magical muggle world for another year. I wish i could have the Nimbus 2000. I wish my god father would send me a Firebolt. I wish i had a Marauder's Map. I wish i had a Time Turner. I wish i could visit Hogsmeade on the weekends and drink Butter beer, and buy countless sweets from Honeydukes, mmmm chocolate frogs. I wish i could make trouble with Fred and George. I wish i had friends as good as Ron, Hermoine, Harry and of course, HAGRID! Not that there's anything wrong with my current friends now ... tehe.

I spent 2 hours in Borders today, was willing to stay longer, but didn't. I think i'm going to make it a monthly thing now, to spend a day in borders. The smell of books and coffee just feels so cosy, especially in this brittle weather. Brrr.

Is it possible for a guy and girl to be just 'friends' and just at that? Yeah, it's possible, but is it possible for people to just see it as 'friendship' and not make any judgments and assumptions about the relationship? If it were, maybe i wouldn't have to question my actions and who i choose to get involved with. But then again, who am i to worry about what people think of me? I guess i am the typical teenager who cares too much about what people think of me, instead of what i think of myself. The typical teenager, who bases his/her decisions on what will make her look 'normal' and not like a flirt. One that makes decisions to please others. Meh. I'm gonna do what i want, think the worse of me, i don't really care, because at the end of the day, what i think of myself clearly outweighs what my peers think of me.